Wow, so this is probably the longest I haven't written in this thing. Probably because I have more fun on myspace now. xanga is like dead. lol. well i'll update it anyway. just cause i'm bored.

So right now I'm sitting at my boyfriend Danny's house, i came over about 15 min. ago to suprise him and wake him up. and ofcourse he's still lying in bed while i'm on here. but thats ok.

I've been working at Claire's in Spring Hill mall for about 1 1/2-2 months now. its not bad, but it definently isn't the best either. Then on Sunday I have an interview at Aeropostale. can't wait for that! I don't know if i'm going to quit claire's if i get the job, or just try to work out 2 jobs. cause i really need the money. well, we'll see what happens.

Schools alright i guess. We just had our first term finals on wed. and thursday. I think I did really good on my chemistry final, but not so good on my english or psychology finals.

Alright i think thats all for now. peace out.

Ok so i'm seriuosly like gonna cry. I went to the eye doctor today, and it turns out i have some kind of infection in my eye and i can't wear my contacts for a whole fricken week!!! I HATE MY GLASSESS!!! and I have to wear them to school now too. oh and also I went to the dentist today and I thought i just had a cavity or something cause my tooth was really bugging me, but it turns out its worse. I might need a fricken root canal!!! if i do i will seriously like flip out, i really don't deal well w/pain. especially w/something like that. I think i'm gonna cry *Tear*

ok so today I had an interview at Claire's and guess what.... I GOT THE JOB!!! hehe. I start working on friday. yay!!! i'll finally have money. lol. know i just hope all goes well with it. alrighty i'm done. just thought i'd let ya all know, hehe. laterz

Quote of the Day: "Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to"

Well it's been a week, so i figure its time for an update. Let me see, i only remember from friday. So friday I was suppose to go to the Homecoming football game, but I didn't end up going. Instead I hung out w/steph, matt, and jimmy. And I ended up losing track of time I guess, and I didn't go to the game, oh well. I felt kinda bad though cause I was suppose to meet up w/my friends at the game, but i never did. lol. oh well. But anyways, steph had to babysit at 7, so then it was just me, matt and jimmy. Then matt left around 10ish, and so me and jimmy went up to his house then john came over and we hung out till i had to be home at midnight. so yeah. Then Saturday I was suppose to go out to palatine to see jason, but i was definently running late so i never made it out there. sadly enough. So instead a bunch of us just hung out at matt's house, then miranda called me at like 7ish i believe, and i went and picked her up, then we went to Heart & Soul around 10, it was kinda a last minute thing, lol. And it was definently a pointless drive because the guy we were suppose to meet up there didn't end up going, since miranda wasn't sure if she was going and we decided to at last minute, so that kinda sucked but thats alright. So miranda ended up spending the night and today, me and her went over to Michaels and applied there and saw 2 of our friends working, hehe. That was fun. lol. Then I drove miranda home and i was off to my grandma's house. lol. My aunt came in from canada so i guess we had like a family party at my grandma's and so i decided to go. So yeah, i stayed there till about 7:30, got home around 8:20, then went over to matt's to drop of stephanie's purse, cause she left it in my car, and so i hung out over there for about 15 minutes, then came home cause i'm like so exhausted/tired and have a huge ass headache for some reason. So yeah i think i'm gonna go to bed now. peace out

~To often we dont realize what we have until its gone

~ Too often we wait too long to say "I'm sorry, I was wrong."

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ok so saturday night I babysat from 6-11, then stephanie took over, she had a cheer competition all day, thats y i babysat, then she took over at 11 cause my mom didn't want me spending the night there since i've been really sick. So yeah. After that I went and hung out w/robert and myles for like 20-30 minutes, cause i missed 'em and i didn't want to go home. lol. Sunday me, jimmy, matt and stephanie went to the mall for a couple of hours, that was alright, i didn't have any money so it really wasn't the best. I HATE window shopping. lol. But i did try on some dresses and showed jimmy, lol. We left when the mall was closing, lol. Then met up w/tony martin and his new g/f. And we went up the cigarette store so jimmy could get cigs for everyone, since. After that I dropped them off at matt's house and I went to pick up robert from work, then hung out at his house for a lil bit, then went back to matt's until i had to be home. Today (monday) I was in like a really weird mood. like ok before school started i was walking around w/tina and I was like hyper as hell for some reason, and I loved it! lol. But then like during classes I was sooo quiet and I don't even know why. like seriously I did not say one word unless someone came up and talked to me, not one single word.... weird. So I really don't know what was w/me today. I was even like that at flex. meh w/e. Then I came home and slept for 4 hours, lol. I like just woke up 20 minutes ago, lol. I was tired i guess, lol. Also i've been kind of a bum today, I don't really feel like doing anythiing. I thought about going over to Andy's, but that didn't happen lol. So i'm thinkin' i'm just gonna go to lifetime tonight around like 8ish, cause I like really want to go. So yeah. that shall be fun. I hope I won't see a certain someone there though, and yet at the same time... i hope i do. ahhhh!!!! ok i'm done for now. peace.